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peanutbritto...just noticed you are from KY and I am from IN! Hi neighbor! Thanks for the reassurance! Actually, I had a very emotional day yesterday and you are so right...it helps every single time to come back to these boards! I am happy for you with the success you have had with the TR! That is amazing that you can go from severe suffering to feeling like you did before the TL! You and many others inspire me! I am ready, more than ready for that same change in my life...as is my family and DF! My libido was the first to go...well, no...ability to breastfeed my son-I just was not making milk like I did with my first child. That is one of the biggest resentments I have about the TL and continue to blame myself for the interrupted bonding time with him. I really missed that! Thanks for sharing! I look so forward to updating everyone who comes to these boards on the results. I have faith, strong faith that this is the answer to ending the suffering. I cannot take back the last 19 mos, but I can make the most of the future and I believe CHTRC gives all of us that opportunity! Thanks for being there peanutbritto...and everyone else, too! Best wishes to everyone!
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Oh yeah, I know how you feel! I was sure that I was going to be one of the small percentage of people who don't get relief from PTLS. On one bad PTLS day about a week before my TR, I laid on the couch all day and cried because I was convenced that the TR wasn't going to work for me (p.s....reading through all the testimonies on this site helped me that day). But here I am 1 month post TR and already I feel unbelievable!!!! I still can't believe the difference since TR (just earlier today I was in such a good mood that I wanted to dance around...it's been a very long time since I felt that good!) ~Brittany
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Okay ladies is it completely normal to be very anxious and doubting if the TR is going to work? Suffering from PTLS has left me extremely emotional and irrational, at times. I hate that I am doing this to myself! I feel like my brain is playing tricks on me! I am absolutely not going to renig on the TR, but just wanting to know someone else out there might have had the same flooding emotions before their TR! I have about a week and a half. I have never felt more ready to feel like myself! I cannot explain these emotions or my craziness! Anyone else feel this silly?! Thanks gals for your understanding and support