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Steph I think yours is the hardest post I have ever had to read. My little girl is five and has prayed for you. I read your post and she turns to me and says baby A? She feels as if she knew them. You will heal in time as we all do. I wrote this some time again and wanted to post it again.
To every lady on the board!
We all have started on this journey for different reasons. With shed tears of laughter, sadness and joy many have bonded. With hope that fills the rooms we uplift the down and out. We give a shoulder to cry on when it is need. Sing great praise when things turn out for the best. God has placed us all here at this time for a reason, never forget that. Many share knowledge of life that others have yet to learn. Through all this we have become as a family, Understanding and sharing in each others journeys with out judging. With all the twist and turns of the unknown that lays ahead of each of us, We push ahead and forge our own paths while holding each others hand.
Steph you have our shoulders and our hands. Hang in there and may you be as strong as you ever have been as you go through this very dark road. Miranda
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We lost little Rose. I had a dream last night that she had died. This morning woke up and felt empty...just so different. Told myself I was being overly dramatic. Didn't feel her move. Drank 4 glass of apple juice.. nothing. Ate cookies, drank milk, protein shakes, pop, and nothing. Went in this afternoon and she is gone. I go in tomorrow for induction. My heart is broken. This sucks. But I also know, eventually life will be ok again. My broken heart will heal and it will just be a patch work of tears and smiles.
For those of you who are pregnant... please don't let my situation of Jamies scare you. What has happened to each of us is such a rare thing. Enjoy your pregnacies. I don't know when I will come back to the board. I will update you on anything I hear from Jamie.