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Well,,, is done,,, just got back from RE. Dr. Ottom's Office. I got my shot of Methotrexate, didn't hurt at all, they ask me about my blood type and if I start cramping badly or heavy bleeding then I will need to go to the ER. Let's see what happen now, I’m starting to believe that I’m a weird specimen and my mother didn’t make right!!! . I have loose 10 ponds with this “I don’t know what is happening to me” But is almost over now, thanks to my Lord. I have to have a HCG quant on Friday and other on Monday Praying God they go back to Zro!!! I feel more relive now, maybe because I know that this bb will not be o.k., and because I know now I can get pregnant and God give me the gift to be pregnant since 10/03/09 till today 11/10/2009, and still have both of my tubes yayyyyy!!!! Can't wait to start all over again, but DH was so scared, he don’t want me to go thru this anxiety again so we might talk again about IVF. He says I just become a monster with a big tongue LOL. He says that IVF was the only thing that we should have done since the beginning, but I don’t like to play God. Sisters,,,, THANKS!!!! For everything again, Carol, you should reconsider the idea of have your therapist license, you are just a GREAT PERSON!!!! Well,,, I will post as soon I have my AF again!! Hopefully next month it will be here. Love always!!! And baby dust to y’all, Hola!!! From South kakilaki, and please!!!! Y’all keep the 3 big H. Hopes Held High!!! It will come!!!
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Good Morning, CD1 for me and the start of my new regimen..Clomid, ultrasound, trigger and IUI... I go for a fsh thursday morning so I am nervous about that...But, I have a good feeling..even my 13 yr old son is excited this time.. Angela
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Oh thank you God!!! Progesterone was 79 and hCg was 140.
I'm shocked by how high my hCg is. AF would have only been due today or tomorrow. I am crying I'm so happy and relieved! Now to wait and see how they double!
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Mersa, I have to agree that things don't sound too good if your numbers are only 110 after more than a week of beta testing. It is doubtful that you will ever get to see anything on an u/s if the numbers stay that low. And if the numbers rise too high then your tube could burst if it is ectopic. Trust me, I know how you feel about not wanting to end it. When I went to the hospital at 9 weeks and my hcg level was over 34,000 and I had no cramping or bleeding, I was determined to believe that everything was fine. At least my body was trying to convince me of it. But the baby was gone and it took every ounce of strength I had to agree to a D&C. Be careful and do what is best for your body and your health, as well as your future fertility.
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No word from the docs yet on my levels. Don;t they know I'm the only patient that's important right now???? Oh yeah...Chapel Hill is the only medical pratice that seems to make you feel that way. I forgot.
I really hope my progesterone levels are high enough because if they are too low and somebody could have called me yesterday and told me to up my dosage, heads will roll. I have no signs of miscarriage at the moment. My boobs are huge and tender. I'm bloated. TMI...sorry! But I'm actually extremely happ to be feeling this way, so all I can do is hope for the best. I'll give them to 11am to call me before I start stalking their front desk.....
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Steph, congrats! I hope this is your sticky bean and you have a H&H9 months.
Mersa, I would go with what your new RE has suggested. I know it's hard to voluntarily end this but both Dr's have said it doesn't look good and the numbers are just playing around. I know you need to do what is right for you but if I were in your shoes, I would end this so I could move onto a new cycle and have another chance of having a successful pregnancy and hopefully sooner. KWIM? This is just prolonging the agony and I'm not sure but is it possible that an infection could end up being where this is at because of the length of time it has taken to end? And it's also possible your body doesn't know how to end it? Weird I know but other ladies have had the same thing happen. Anyways, just my 2 cents.
hello everyone else, lol, hope your all doing well and hope we get more BFP's in the group. Karen
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Mersa, I'm sorry for all you're experiencing. I would be worried about the beta levels never doubling. If you had them taken every other day, and at the same lab, with those results, it could indicate ectopic, especially since you have not been able to see any indication of a sac on U/S. Don't delay in getting to the ER if you start experiencing pain.
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Mersa I am sorry you are going through all of this. I really think you need to call Dr. Berger and see what he recommends. What if its twins and only one was lost. I have heard of that happening. You also need to protect your tubes if it is etopic. Please call Dr. Berger and please keep us posted. My prayers are with you!
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I thought I had a miscarriage but Now I don’t Know!!!
Good evening. I have been visiting my RE in order to get pregnant and back in Sept I have the used of Follistim for the so called Super Ovulation. By October 3rd. I had a shot to trigger the O, following that week I had another shot on the 10/09/2009. I was super sick, I thought I will die because my stomach was so huge I thought I had an Gastroenteritis, I went to the ER on the Oct 15/2009 and (I recall now that at the ER they did a Urine Preg test and was neg. and because of that they send me to do a CTS, I remember that they put some liquid that burns me in my veins and I drank some liquid in order to do the CTS) Then after an hour they told me that I was pregnant and the HGC Levels at that time was at 32 a really early stage. It was too late.RE called me the same day and told me to go to his ofc. to make a vag Sono, to find out what it was going on, but My HCG levels never went up they went 31-42-58-60 never more than that after that visit to the ER. RE call me to his office again on oct 23 and Told us my husband and me that this pregnancy is not going any ware and I should have this shot in order to finish my pregnancy because was an ectopic pregnancy, and he do not want me to get out of his office without that shot, and if I refuse to have the shot I have to be out of his practice the very same day. We refuse the shot because he did not show us were the baby was and he just was assuming because of his experience. So we left the office. I went to other DR and told him the story and he say that because the HCG is so low don’t seems like a thing that will harm me or harm my tubes yet, if the baby was on the tube, so he want us to follow up on the hormones to see if go up, but he told me clear like water that this is an unhealthy pregnancy and it will end on miscarriage. I did understand that and I did accept that because at list he gave me the option to monitor the pregnancy to see what happen for a week. Time pas by no cramps no bleeding. On Nov 3rd I start with a very heavy bleeding but no cramps at all and I pass a little grey thing with blood that I thought was a baby, I put that in a jar and took him / her to the ER. For pathology exam can be performing. Nov 4th bleed light and by the 5th the blood stops completely. Today Nov 06, 2009 I receive the phone call of the OBGYN with the pathology results and he told me that it wasn’t a baby just endometrial tissue and no signs of a conception. I told him that I wasn’t bleeding anymore and I have no cramps at all or pain and I ask him if that wasn’t the baby were the baby is at? Wish he answer I don’t know. We make another HCG Quant and from 36 on Nov 03, and on Nov 06 were 60. It went up again and I still pregnant ( this is Ridiculous) . How come I bleed and pass some tissues and this baby still there? It is normal to bleed just one day with a miscarriage? Today I just have a EWCM, and no cramps or spotting and I still feeling great. It is possible that I bleed on the 3 and 4th and the baby is on the tubes? With a Miscarriage the HCG levels are suppose to go down and up two days after? Please can someone tell me if they have gone thru something like that? Today I went to the new RE and he can’t find a clue of where this baby is at. Because the HCG today 11/09 was 110 but no clue where is the baby he suggest me to do the Methotrexate for Early Abortion and in this way we do not have to worries about an ectopic pregnancy or anything else and we can start try to conceive in a month. Have any of you guys used this shot before? I am getting upset and really mad and I do not get upset easily and I am getting there.