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Jeannine I Know exactly how you feel , i was sure i had it this month until she showed up her ugly face today and also getting a BFN this morning, You know its all in Patience i guess we will have it SOON!!! I know we will all in time , Just be Strong Hang in there ...WE CAN DO IT ALL AND WE WILL , Lets Stay Positive!!!!!
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Jeannine! I can understand completely where you are coming from. All I can say is that I and we are here for you anytime!!! You can be as negative or positive as you would like. We all have felt the same thing one time or another! But please remember that we are here for you! Kim
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Jeannine; Dont worry we will all get our precious angel one day. I think we would all agree, that we have those days were we think that we won't get a BFP and want to cry. You are intitle to a bad day. Viv
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YAY Kim!! Crossing everything for you and hoping for a sticky one!
Nope, I didn't fall off the face of the earth. I'm still here and check in occasionally. I just needed to take a break for a bit. I didn't stress nearly as much last cycle, but it is still so discouraging. I'm with you Jeannine-I never thought it would take so long.
Anyway, for an update - I had an HSG 5/9 and it showed my right tube open and left blocked. My Dr. stressed that it really does take only one tube and she referred me to an RE. So, I'm waiting for an appointment.
My cycle is totally messed up this month. Today I'm CD14 4DPO! For some reason I O'd on CD10 this month. I usually O on CD14, 15, or 16 so I have no idea what is up this month. I've read that early ovulation can be a sign of low ovarian reserve, but I've checked out the chart gallery on FF and there are lots of BFPs with early ovulation. I guess I'll have to wait and see what the RE says. I'm sure I'll have to do a full fertility workup and poor DF will have to do another SA. Poor guy, he was sooo embarrassed last time.
Lots of baby dust to everyone. Hoping for sticky beans this month!
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Omg Kim I hope you have that BFP, as for myself i tested again this morning and it was a BIG BFN..Ughhh, Thats ok , and then 10 minutes later went to the washroom again , and ofcourse..lol The witch showed up, but very light, she will be in full first thing tomorrow Morning..so as of tomorrow i will be CD1 you can put me back on the list, This Month i am not buying no More Tests i promise myself That i would not test anymore , it drove me nuts this month..I will only test 1 day before Af is Due.. after this AF cycle i am going to BD every 2 days my poor Husband ..lol, and to the rest of the gals WE CAN DO IT I KNOW WE CAN !!!!AND BE STRONG CHIN UP...Baby Dust to All..And STICKY BEANS ... Alicia
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I wish you guys could see how much I am squinting to see this BFP!!!LOL The line is sooooooooo light that I think I am imaging one! LOL I am so glad that I have over 100 tests! LOL Kim
Okay, so are you getting gloomy like me? I know that it is unimaginably difficult to get a BFP and then lose it, but I have to admit I am envious of any BFP at this point. I think we all thought it would happen so quickly. It is just getting very discouraging that I haven't had a BFP yet. It was so easy to get pg before. I never imagined it would be this difficult.
I know so many of you are so positive and saying you have great feelings about this month. I wish I were there too. I felt so good about last month only to end up the same way I have each other cycle. I feel like my body has played so many tricks on me. I have had more sore than usual BBs, super sensitive smell, funny cramping in the 2WW....... and then nothing.
I don't want to be the downer of the group. I'm just wondering who is struggling too. I have not lost all hope. It is just getting harder to be positive. I never thought that I would be in the Over a Year groups, but now the reality that I may join that is looming.
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